Probably there is nothing in human nature more resonant with charges than the flow of energy between two biologically alike bodies, one of which has lain in amniotic bliss inside the other, one of which has labored to give birth to the other. The materials are here for the deepest mutuality and the most painful estrangement.
I also learned that you didnt come onto this earth as a perfectionist or control freak. You werent born a person of cringe and contraction. You were born as energy, as life, made of the same stuff as stars, blossoms, breezes. You learned contraction to survive, but that was then. You have paid through the nose-paid but good. It is now your turn to reap.
Iraq has the second largest oil reserves in the world, it is right in the midst of the major energy reserves in the world. Its been a primary goal of us policy since world war ii to control what the state department called "a stupendous source of strategic power" and one of the greatest material prizes in history.
I knew that the world was a harsh place, and my family was a mess, and even though i danced as fast as i could, i did not feel welcome, did not feel the great shalom. This world was never a good match for me. But my belief was that there was a loving magical energy in the world - seen in nature's beauty and awesomeness, my best girl and women friends, art, music.
There is economics in biology, nothing is free, everything has to be paid for, there are costs as well as benefits to everything in life, for example, there was never sufficient natural selection pressure to develop better eyes, individuals could earn other things like smiley smiles rather than waste energy & time on better eyes.